Motherhood has made me desperate! Desperately happy…and at times desperately in despair. There are days I can surely say feel like I am wrangling with a horned beast when only armed with a toothpick. I feel like I am wearing a uniform of sweats, hoodie and ugly footwear and any effort to dress up is flattened in a moment by a spit up or yoghurty fingers! I mentioned before that my poor abandoned  handbags lie sadly by the wayside and I can add my pretty shoes to the mix! I love these babies with all my heart. Yet I know I am not myself. I aim to document my progress to re-find myself…and share it with the world!